emily

2007-01-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

Oh Yeah pP!
Finally i've got a job.
and
yah.. my first day at work already i need to work from 12pm to 11pm.
Wanna know where i'am working at?
Well, its at the 7-eleven near to Bukit Batok CC.
Its quite near to my house
&
MOST OF ALL
save
"duit transport tau"
Hee...
OH well.
about the job.
its quite fun to have out going bunch of peeps there to work with.
Besides that,
the customers are really nice.
SOo far, i already met some of my colleagues,
they are..Sirhan, Nana,Kak Haida, CIk Julia, Kumari, Hafiz and Wen Lye.

Btw~!Before i forget,
SINGAPORE WON!!!!!
Whoever vote for Malaysia and they are Singaporeans,
Please do pack your bags and change your passports
PEMBELOT!!
Haha!

EnD

2007-01-14T22:40:00.000-08:00

SORRY!
I know!! its been long since i updated.
I'am aBIT busy.
Guess what,
last Thursday, i went out with pP.
We went Bugis.
Well....
i didn't know what got over me,
that never in my life, i went shopping
and bought

THREE TOPS....
on the same day.

Hehe..
i understand that maybe some of you would be laughing at me...
poor Me.
Hehe..
neh its Ok..
( anyway you guys should be lucky,
some people out there don't get to buy their own clothes.)
:)

Continue about the top..

Not only that i bought 3 tops!
BUT
It only costed me $40.
Cheap??
Hee..
and where did i get the money??
even you guys already know that i'am NOT working.
guess..
i forgot to tell you...
my Mum gave it to my my siblings and me each a $100 on her birthday.
Thanks Mom!

after we done at Bugis, pP and i went to Marina Square,
to have our lunch at Cavana.
I bought the sweet and sour chicken rice while she bought the honey chicken rice.

after filling up our empty stomach,
we when window shopping.

and do you guys believe....

LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT??

well, while we were window shopping, pP
saw this INCREDIBLELY CUTE slippers!!
She was deadly in love with it.
and
she BOUght it lah.
Hehe..

ENd

Then Saturday came.....
i went out with Zul.
We went to Tekka,to eat the mouth-watering, INcrediblely delicious paper Thosai then i been craving..
Hehee

Last time,
i use to go there with Mom.
after her check up at KK hospital,
we walked all the way from KK to tekka.
Its quite far.

After we had our Thosai,
we walked around the shops along the road,
Thats when i saw hennas...

I bought it at $3, it is expensive then the usually price which is only $1.
But the auntie told me its good and the colour is more nicer.
so HOPEFULLY.............
its true..

so we continued walking ....
until we reached Bugis.

again??
yup..
and on that day,
i bought another two tops which costed me $24.

Woow!!!
i can't believe it myself
EITHER!
if you guys know,
i'am not the type who gets to shop,
and this was my 1st time.
(;

Not forgetting...
Zul too bought a bermudas for himself.
after the long day outing,
we drank
a Mango shake
to cool us down
and went home....

ENd

2007-01-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

Hi tHere!!!

For todays entry.

Guess what!?

Three days after Mom's Birthday,
Mom treat some of the relatives to a seafood restaurant
at Gelang Patah.
(If you not sure where it is. its somewhere in Malaysia.To get there?I don't know.Sorry.)

2007-01-08T05:48:00.000-08:00

Hi there!!!

To my lovely and most chubby cuzzy, pP.Hee..
Well my Mum's Birthday turns out to be a great day!

Most of all,

i was afraid that my Mum would not like
the gift.

Guess what i bought for Mum?
I'll give ten seconds to think.

10

9

8

7

6

5

4

3

2

1

TIMES UP!

It's a HANDBAG!

If your answer was correct, congartulations!
If Not,
better luck NEXt TIme! SUCKERS!
hehehe...
Just kidding.
Well, Thanks to Dad for the money
&
a BIG THANKS to Zul
who had help me run around the Bukit Panjang Plaza
just to find a suitable gift for Mum.

AFter the long afternoon at BPP,
Dad called me and told me that we going out that day.

I was excited!
Can't wait to show Mum her gift.
I did pray hard, Hopefully she loves it~

Well lets see the pics...

2007-01-04T07:02:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!
MAMA!!
Tomorrow is Mom's birthday.
I have no idea what i shoud give her.
Well..
hmmmm....
Tick Tick Tick!
A CLOCK!
She loves clock
but theres too much
clock hanging on the wall.
Hmm..well i think about it later.
Anyway....

i just wanna say that.
"Mama amy sayangkan mama,
Semoga Mama dipanjangkan umur,
dimurahkan rezeki dan senantiasa dirahmati Allah.
Amin."

2007-01-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

Today.... i went out with pP
a.k.a my beloved cuzy.teehehe..

Woke up at around 6 plus.
washed up at 7 and left the house at 8 sharp.
I guess all you guys would be thinking? what are both of us up to?
Hehe..Well Oh well..
Its a bit embarrassing to tell.
Well, both of us are still on the LOOK OUT for jobs.
SOooo..
Peeps out there who have extra jobs!!!
Do contact us at this blog.hehe..

Well..
today it was fun..and i have no idea
why oH why...
both of us never stop laughing when we went out.
Its like a DISEASE...

Well guys..pray hard Okie for the both of us..
hopefully this time our
feet pain,
leg cramped
buttock pain
& many kind of aches
did not come to waste.

YUMMY cAvaNa!!~

2006-12-29T05:34:00.000-08:00

OOOoooouhhh yeaHHhhh~!

On 28th Dec,
it was the Yusof Ishak's Prom Night for the Graduates for the 2006
which i was one of them..
DUhh.
Hee..

First of all, i want to thank kak Dee for helping me.
She really did an awsome job on me.
She like so called my Mak Andam.
Haha~(Jangan marah ye)
Secondly,Thanks to my guy, who had helped me a lot.
Thirdly, Thanks to my Mom who had helped me paid
for the food.Hee.
If not for her, i wouldn't be at the Prom night.
That would be more upseting.

About the prom night.
Hmm.. well i did arrive late due to my Mom who was
commenting on my dressing.
While my father was smiling away.
I guess he would say,
"Wow! anak abah dh besar. Boleh tahan jugak eh~ "
hehe..
But too bad he didn't.
After saying Gd bye to my parents, Zul, Kak Dee and me left the building
and continue taking pictures of me and my hair.
hah~
(Alah..sekali sekala kan.Emi nampk lain.
COmfirm semua terkejutkn tgk.heee)

When i reached there..
i saw my cuzzin, pP.WuuHooo! Nice curls!
And nice outfit!Vogue seh!
To pP:YOu Go gal!

Saw my friends.
Some of my friends was not sure if it was me, perhaps the make up.
Well, even i looked different on the outside.
I'am still the same from the inside.

Took pictures..
had a drink..
took more pictures..
Tee hee hee.
Went into the ball room, sat at my table which was No. 7,
sat beside Alifa.
Tha is when i felt so nervous.
I was afraid that i would drop my food on the floor
or
even accidently threw my food to the table next to me.
It would really be an embarrasing moment for me.
Well..lets cut the crap and go on with the pics k..
Well...

#the hair

#the face

#me and Kak Dee

#Zul and me

2006-12-27T05:42:00.000-08:00

UNSATISFACTION
one word to describe how i feel right now..
*sigh
Well, its been long i planned to get a dress that i think suits me
&
a mask that is created by me.
Althought, i already done it with success.
There is still this feeling that tells me that the mask and the dress,
Do Not match with each other.

Aargh!

Oh God! Help me!
I should be lucky that i had a dress and a mask.
Some of my frens may not afford to buy a dress or to get a mask.
Oh My!I really hate this feeling.
After all what i had done, my effort of getting the money.
Suddenly, i realise how much money i had wasted.

I FEEL SO STUPID!

Because of that,

I HATE MYSELF!

OH God ~
May i ask you,
why i feel this way?
what is wrong with me?
How can i conquer this feeling?
Haiya ya ya yaiiiiii~!

2006-12-25T23:00:00.000-08:00

I'am BORED
ALONE at home.
There is NOTHING INTERSTING at home ALONE.
Anyway my cuzzin had already offered me
to join her friends to help looking out dresses for them.
But to think back, i'am sure my MOM won't let me.
My Mom has this "style" of if i went out today,
i can't go out tommorrow.
So..
In order for her to let me go out tommorrow,
it's safer for me to stay home today.
Hee..
Neh..Dont't worry.I have no hard feelings for her.
I know what she do to me all this while is the RIGHT thing for me.
So what i can do.is to obey her rules. And save my comments to myself.it's better that way.
Anyway MOm..
THanks for taking care of me all this while.
YOU are THE BEST! &
I LOVE YOU MOM.

Mom n me~(*Winks)

2006-12-24T01:20:00.000-08:00

It rains...

i wonder why when i were to update my blog,

its rains so heavily.

Haha~!

It makes me feel creepy

As i'am sitting in a room alone

in the dark.

Well, yesterday i was so bored,

both my parents went to the Expo

I thought of updating my blog

But i did not know what exactly happened

to the blogger website.

And i can't get through..

End up i watched the Bombay movie on Vasantham channel.

If i'am NOt wrong the title was "Muhabath".

After finish watching the movie,

i met Zul,

to help with my mask.

It end up nice. but..its a surprise..

u'll find out soon k..

And Today..

I went to two wedding ceremony

which both takes place at Jurong West.

well i did took a picture of the bribe.

Only the bribe..u wanna see?

she sooo chubby~

hehee..

2006-12-19T20:37:00.000-08:00

wello!
Finally the rain stops, and i'am still jobless.Hee.
Hopefully the sun will shine. As i already plan to go out with Zul today.
Well its been long i pay a visit to the library.Hee
So we thought of going there to look for a book on how to make a mask.
Mask?I noe you guys would be thinking...whats the mask for? hmm..
Our prom night is held on 28th Dec.
ANd the theme is Masquerade.
so..
i guess..
thats answer your question??
Hah.

k den furthermore..
what you guys thinks about my blog?
the songs?
Do give me some comments k..
Thank You!

2006-12-18T23:42:00.000-08:00

GOod AfternOOn!
Today i woke up at 12 in the afternoon, and yet i still feel drowsy. I fall asleep again and woke up at 1:30 in the afternoon.Hehe. Okay2 i'am sorry. A girl shoud wake up early every morning and clean the house.But don't mistook me for not doing my chores k . As usual, after i woke up,i look myself into the mirror and notice my new hairstyle each day.Hehe. Then i'll start doing the house chores. Firstly, i'll make my bed. Secondly, browsing through all the rooms and into the living rooms searching for used cups and plates to be washed.Lastly, i'll will vacuum the house and get ready to mopped the floor after that.hehe...sometimes..i do feel like i am a maid.BUt as a girl, its my duty to help Mom clean up the house. ..OK then ..shall i continue later ayte!

The HALeeBiluu!!!

2006-11-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

Hip! HIp! HOOOoooOOOooRAy!
Today, was the last paper of O levels! i'am so happy!..Finally, our exams are over..but its only just for awhile.Mr Adam had already announced that our result will be released soon in the early of February.
Learning is life long learning..
After the end of secondary life, there will be a new chapter in the book of my life,perhaps in Poly. This will be decide after i recieve my result.After this, i already had a plan to find a job as soon as possible.Well not going to tell you guys where i'am going to work.BLuek! OK den catch up with you guys later k..My mum already nagged me to pray..hehe..farewell fwenz.

2006-11-17T07:26:00.000-08:00

hi guys~~!!

to my beloved bloggers..or bloghoppers...i'am really sorry...for the past few days..weeks or even months..i know i kNOw! it's been long i updated my blog. Well a bit lazy and also i don't want myself to get carried away with my blog. For the hew update about my O level papers...i really hope i can go to poly.. i did the best i can so pls pls makers be kind and mark linearly pWeeeas....Muah muah! CYg markers! hehehe..just kidding..Anyway i left with one paper and that is Sc paper 1.I really need to score in this paper in order to replace my marks from chem.. well i really sucks at chem!! and i did screwed up for my phy..especially SECTION B! Sucker! k cool...nkmo marah2 k amy..hehe..
k k..
Well..afther the O..i already plan to work..but i'am not really sure where i wanna work yet..You guys had any?? Alahai..share2 lah lobang k..nkmo lokek smoga murah2 rezki krg.hehe...

k k...just being lame here..anywy i kind of miss my blog frens..yelah mentang2 emi dh lame tk update..smua tk tag eh..sedih tau :(

Anyway i just watched 'heart'!! sedih nye tk bleh angkat..air mata macam muarh gitu asyik mengagis tgk cite tu..hehe..higly recommend u guys should watch it!! if already watched..watch again~~~Weeee..k nyte2 guys n gals..tc k...mUAh!!

2006-09-30T09:16:00.000-07:00

Lucky to fast!!

I can't wait to fast, this year of fasting, i only fast the 1st day of ramadan and the rest of the days i can't fast due to YOu Noe what~Hee...I'am really happy that from tommorrow onwards i can fast.Its really fun to fast.We got to feel the hungriness. the stomach aching, the grumbling,the laziness, hehehe.. well all this do lead to one thing! Patiences!!

Apart from that, we can also learn to save money.Isn't that good??!!! But the bad thing is that when going out with your boyfriend , is not good to hold hands. :P

I always asked a friend of mine...what if u were riding on a bike with your guy and he was speeding.. and its not good to hold onto a guy who is not 'muhrim'. hmm..well i guess the gal would fall off the bike without the guy knowing! hurhur~neh..just kidding..OkOk i noe its lame..
just trying to spice up my entry..

Ok guys n gals n my beloved frens...take care n gd nyte. n wishing you a Selamat meNjalankan iBadah Puasa! jgn puasa olok2 tau!!~

2006-09-22T01:47:00.000-07:00

Hello guys~!

How are you? I'am fine.Ok i'am really sorry..Its been awhile i updated my entry..For the pass few days i was pack with studies and eventhough i did change the layout i was lazy to update my entry.Hehe...Well Yesterday, a bunch of us..which was my schoolmates and me went to Seoul Garden to eat! It was fun! I really want to there again! Hehe..We took pictures and we were the noisiess group there. Hehe..It was really happening! Well, after hours in there, we went off with a bloated stomach. Each of us are full and had stomach cramps as we ate a lot.So many of us prefer to sit and just lay there.WHile some prefer to walk around Causeway to lighten up. Hehe..Guess what! I was embarrassed that i burped so loud a guy next to me smiled and laughed at me~~ So the MALu!!! After walking, Zul called me to meet up. I meet him at CCk n went to Jurong East. We played pool. Surprisingly i did won, Maybe he is tired. If he was 'alive' I think i gonna lose all straight.Hehehe...k lah itu saje sayang2 kush~~
Dada!

2006-09-12T23:19:00.000-07:00

hi Guys...

Its me here..Feels better than the previous entry.SOrry yar.I had some problems. I was damn hurt and stress out..But i don't think i can share with all of you.Its kind of personal and i don't want any party to get upset..Well i'am trying my best to forget about that issue. SO guys do ur job~ Cheer me up k.Heex~

Anyway..today i had practical exams and recently it was s.s and MT. I don't really think i can pass most of the papers.I'am sure i gonna flunk all the papers. So be prepared eyes..Tears will come out soon..And i'am sure i'am gonna be blind soon.I dun get why must i cry? It won't help me to in anything..accept that i feel better after crying.. BUt overall i feel so silly and weak inseid.i'am so emotionally sensitive.All this while i'am trying to proof others that i'am strong and wouldn't be crying over such a matter. Hmm...

2006-09-09T07:20:00.000-07:00

I hate myself!!I hate myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If only i hav listen to my mother's advice..aargh!!!!why am i crying?why waste the tears for the persons who dun appreciate u? amy. why??!! AFter looking at my blog..i started to hate it!..Hate it!!1!!

2006-09-07T19:08:00.000-07:00

Whats happening to me?!

Hmm..am i:
1) stress
2)emotionally hurt
3)being paranoid

Arrgh!! i'am so clueless..I dun even know what i'am suffering for? OH God!! ANybody!! Get me heLp!
I feel lyke shouTing. I feel lyke JumPing. I feel lyke puNchIng someone.

Hah! STay calm!stay calm..i'am really pissed off ryte now..

to be continued...

2006-09-06T03:02:00.000-07:00

Originally 3 days left!!

So fast!! So quick!!! Its only 3 more days!!!

SOoo excited.!!!

*giggling~

I can't wait to meet him.. I can't believe it! Its been a week and six days.. And i'am still alive without him. Still breathing as for normal.Hehehe.. Just kidding.. BUt i really can't wait to meet him. I really hope we can meet each other.

Puffy i miss u loads!

Btw heres are some of the TD pics!

Hui Ting n me!(Yummy!)

...The 5NA boys...

Me n Mr Ho

...The Gals...

2006-09-04T00:33:00.000-07:00

WHat i did today?

Today woke up at 7:15 am, getting ready for school. Just incase you wanna know that this week is a school holiday. Due to my prelims, my teachers are giving us extra classes. After done dressing up, it was 8am sharp. It was too early for me to reach school as my Social Studies remedial starts at 9am. I read a malay novel titled 'Emilya Zulaikha' while waiting. I was so attentive reading the book that i did not notice the time. It was 8:55am, i was late.

Finally, i managed to reach the school, it was already 9:15am. I saw my friends are still talking. A friend beside me told me that Mr Adam have not started the lesson. I was relieved. I smiled and greeted them good morning..

After the S.s remedial, Dinah, Hui Ting and me went to the Mac Donalds to get our breakfast while waiting for Physic's group study at 10:15am. I ate egg mc muffin and drank a cup of tea and it only costed at $2. Cheap ah! (: When back to school, meet Kasbani at the canteen as he is in our group too.

After the physic remedial, i went home with Hui Ting as we thought that was no POA remedial. Sheesh! After i arrived home, i got a message from Lina reminding me that todays POA lesson. I called her that i'am not attending the class as i just reached home and i'am not going back to school again.Hah!

Suddenly i remembered my cousin, called her and asked her wheather she wanna study with me at my void deck? She can't as she is going out later.. So..i was lonely at home..and now to keep me feel accompanied i chatted with my friend online and updated my blog..

SOooo guys do commented on my blog k...i did change the layout...
Meanwhile, another 6 days to go till Zul is back in Singapore..I really can't wait to meet him..I miss him so much!!

2006-08-31T19:52:00.000-07:00

A truth story of Yusof Ishak secondary school..

It was Thursday morning, it was still drizzling outside the hall.. The students were all assembled in the hall waiting for the concert to start. Suddenly the lights went off the red curtains are opened. There the performances were all on the stage looking at our direction. The audience went wild. Everybody in the hall cheered for their fellow Yussofians who were to perform for them. Furthermore, I am proud of the bunch of my friends who were performing.

After watching all the performances, I really love the band and a guy from Sec 3 dance on the stage. It is cool! I am so amaze with his body movement. It is so flexible like a rubber band. (: Sorry ... to all who did not get the chances to view the performances. Next time k…If there is.. Hehehe… BLueck!

The concert ends at 10:25am, its time for our early dismissal. However, the 5NAs did not stop from there. We went to our form class and had a Teacher’s Day class party. I was surprised to see all the foods on the table. It was overwhelming, as that moment I was rather hungry I can’t wait to have a taste of it. Overall, I really love the chocolate cake! I love it! I do! After having all the delicious expertise, I took pictures with my friends and teachers to remind us of this special day. And the best part in the sarcastic way.. We had to clean up the mess….WeeeHOooo…Hehehe.. Well it’s not that bad, we did had a chance to relax and chill with our form teacher Ms Poh Sue Lynn. It is fun! We even took the opportunity to have a picture taken with her. Hehe.. Well some of our teachers are busy and one of them was she.

At around 12, we left the school and took bus 106 towards Clementi. My friends and I planned to bowl at Marina Square. On our bus trip there, Lina and I slept on the bus, as both of us did feel dizzy and wanting to vomit. At 3 to 4, we reached the bowling alley. We met Lela and her friends, which I am not close with her friends. Finally, we got to bowl. We cheered for each of our friends when bowling, as some of them are not good with bowling, When naming the players, I was name Almi Zulana, almi refers to my name and Zulana was taken from Zul . Hehehe..Epa ..epa… I was really proud of myself, even though I don’t usually bowl, I did play well and I scored 57. Isn’t that great ? After finish bowling, Ain and farhana resort on going home, as both of them had to leave early, The rest of us went window shopping, as the things there are expensive, Then it was Yusra’s turn who had to leave early. Then left epa, yana, liza, jun , lina ,izfa and me. We went to the library, at Esplanade. It was cool! I really love the place. So peace and quite and it is really a suitable place to study. After browsing the library, we went to the rooftop of the Esplanade. There we took funny and silly pictures. I really enjoyed our day. After finished taking pictures, my friends and I went to the 7-eleven, we bought tidbits and sodas to wet our throat and fill our grumbling stomach’s. Sat outside the 7-eleven shop and have our delightful snack. Hehe.. Then went home.

Reached home at 8:30, I had the chance of watching the s’pore idol! Weeee… so sad Joakim was out..BOoHoo…still Hady was him..so happy for him..i love Hady!!..At 9:15, my hand phone rang; it was private number I was reluctant to pick up the ‘phone, as my prepaid value was low. Finally, I pick up the phone and so happy that it was Zul! I told him how much I miss him.. Ok that’s all for today..

Hui Ting n me!(Yummy!)

...The 5NA boys...

Me n Mr Ho

...The Gals...

2006-08-30T02:39:00.000-07:00

News from him..

After reading through the letter, i really felt sorry and disappointed. Actually, whenever he wrote me he always make me feel guilty. I don't know why?Maybe the words he used? OR Did i do something wrong to him?? Tell me ...Did i?? *sigh... I'am really sorry..i really hope you understand my situation. Maybe u feel that all this had happened too fast. Again, i'am really sorry.. I can't do anything to change it. If you really care about me..just take care of yourself k.. Promise me you'll find a suitable girl to replace me.. :)

2006-08-30T02:24:00.000-07:00

To all my beloved teachers....

Today after i accompanied my cousin and Marinah to Lot 1 to shop for Teacher's Day gift. Well i did not get my teachers anything ...Sorry teachers i'am really broke this time. But my classmate and i did plan to have a Teachers day party in our class..so... a cake, us and the party is my gift to you. NOt forgetting a ....

THank you to all my teachers who had work hard in pushing me for all my subjects.

I'am really appreciate your guiding hand...

May god bless you always teachers!!!

Wishing you a haPPy TEacHERs Day!

2006-08-27T06:08:00.000-07:00

I don’t feel good…

Today, as usual after my Sunday morning tuition at the rc. I went to the West Mall with Raihani. Bought myself a hairband. It is white with black polkadots on it. Well its kind of cool though.. I love it! Nowadays I notice that I’ am now into polkadots. I love polkadots! Hmm…and I don’t even know why.. Hehe..i guess it suits me?? Maybe..

*sigh.. I can’t lie to myself.. Even though my friend and I did joke around, I can still feel the emptiness in me. I cannot deny that. I did try my best to put him away from my mind. Still, he always comes across my mind each time I’ am alone or doing things that has related to him.

Oh yah! Just now, I went to Pasir Ris by motorcycle, which my brother sends me there. I was invited to Dinah’s Birthday party. Well most of them did not turn up and I don’t even want to know why they did not turn up. That’s between them and Dinah..

To be continued..

2006-08-26T05:39:00.000-07:00

Finally i got to go out tommorrow..

Thanks to Dinah..my mom allow me to go out..but i do really hope that my friends are going.From what i can see some of them did say that the next day is school day so we might be tired after the day out.I can't agree more with that.But guys..please don't blew this oppurtunity just like that..I can't believe at first that Dinah would dare to console my mom into allowing me to go out.I'am so proud of Dinah! Shes so brave...If only i could be like her..GOT the guts!..Hmm...Anyway..i did have a surprise for her..Lina, Huiting and me got something for her and i really hope she likes it.I hope tommorrow would be the MOSt fun ever..cause i really need it! I need to try to forget 'him' for a while to concentrate on other things..I can't deny it myself..When i'am alone or got nothing to do..i always think of him..If only i can hear his voice.Aaarg!!! I can't wait to see him!!! Please be back quick! I miss u badly...puffy....

K guys thats all for today..sorry if i flood my entries on how much i miss him..
Its just how i feel..and i hope all of you would understand it.
By the way ..from my blog patrol i notice the increasing number of visitors visiting my blog..Anyway thanks for reading it..May i update you guys..

2006-08-25T21:08:00.000-07:00

Today!..

After doing my house chores, cleaning the house..and long hours of reading my malay novel which i just started reading two days ago.Well i wanna improve my bahasa~ Its getting weaker since i stop reading malay books. While waiting for my frens to comfirm what time we meeting at West Mall..

I did some reflection of myself on the mirror??hehe...Hehe..K K this time serious..i did some reflection and soul-searching of myself. Then i notice that i have not spend much of my time with my mom.Eventhough we stay under the same roof. On weekdays i always reached home at 5pm after school. Then i took a rest, locked myself in the room. AT around 7pm i woke up and did my revisions and finished up my homeworks. By the time i'am done with my studying, it was 11pm. My mom already tucked herself under the blanket.

Furthermore, on saturdays and sundays i usually went out with my cuzy to study and in the evening i met Zul.So..now i know why my mom are being more protective on me. Cause i have not been close to her...and because of that shes not allowing me to go out on this Sunday..SOoo disappointed. ):

I remembered, last time i usually on Saturday i would accompanied her to the market to buy groceries and at night we use to go to the Mosque to listen to 'syarahans'. On Sundays, i will stay at home and spend the time talking to each other. *sigh...i miss those days...i miss Mom...

i'll guess i will use this 2 weeks carefully. I must learn how to balanced my time between studies and spending my time with mom, while Zul is still with his vacation at Taiwan..hehe... VACATION?? lol..

i wonder how is he doing now? I know he is a strong guy he can manage without me..
K guys..i think i better hands off my keyboard by now. I been using the comp updating my blog and helping my cuzin in her blog till i had no time to rest.Hehehe... Btw to Dinah..

HAppy Advance birthday GIRL FRen!!!!

2006-08-25T09:14:00.000-07:00

Lonely without him....

Wats happening to me?Only one day he left me forTaiwan and already i missing him. I'am so bored.Even my handphone did not beep the whole day. If he was here...i wouldn't be bored and now i would be on the phone with him. Listening to each others voice. Telling each other how we misses each other...planning for tommorrows day out...

Zul...i miss u badly..

Wondering.what he might be doing right now? Had he eaten? Hows the training? Hows the place there? Aargh! The desire to talk to him is burning in me.

missing you..

2006-08-22T03:01:00.000-07:00

Why am i feeling so moody?.....

Firstly, it was EL O level oral. I don't really think i would get high marks for it. I know i did badly... cause some of the Questions i kept on repeating and i had a nervous break down.

Secondly, its because that i been so tired lately. I had not have enough time to rest and to sleep. Thus, i feel weak and sleepy in class. I really can't take it!!! How i wish all of this will end soon ... I'am so stress!!!!!!..

Thirdly, i really upset that Zul gonna leave me for 2 weeks. He had to go for training. AT the same time, i will be in my room studying and preparing for my O level prelims.AAaargh!! I'am so depressed.

Lastly, i was disappointed that i can't send him at the airport. His mom will be there. And...she don't know about me.So.. i'am sure you guys will understand ryte..hehe....

to be continued...

2006-08-18T06:06:00.000-07:00

Its been two days i arrived home late from school.

On Wednesday, i stayed back after school from 5 pm to 8:30pm. My school had given a green light of having night classes for the Sec 4 express and sec 5 Normal classes. So my cousin and i planned to have a try.

To see whether the night classes are effective. Well..after the night class had ended, we concluded that the night class was not effective to both of us. Both thinks that we are either distracted or cannot concentrate in that kind of environment.

Today! i reached home at around 8pm. My shecdule was packed after school. Firstly i got POA extra class at 2pm to 2:40pm. Secondly, i had Physics extra class straight after POA. Lastly, i had to meet Mr Ho my EL teacher to practice my reading to practice for the EL O level oral om Monday.

But i really hope what will come out for the EL O level oral i can answer it calmly and fluently.Thats why i'am thinking of practicing speaking good English with my mly friends. I'll try!

FOr tommorrows activity, maybe i'am going out with my cousin. NOt shopping! But studying..hehe..HELLO!!prelims are around the corner.

Atleast i'am focusing,unlike some of them....Hehehe..BLueck! k lah k lah...i guess thats all i can tell you guys for today.

See you guys net time k..Muah!
Dada!...n thanks to all my frens who did visit my blog... ;)

2006-08-15T05:07:00.000-07:00

Oh Puffy..

i gonna mish u so much.

Eventhough its

only two days you

gonna

be in the

jungle.I feel as if

its forever.

Aagrh! How i

wish you

always by my

side to

keep

me companied..

when i am down.

i'am

2006-08-15T04:03:00.000-07:00

I really done it this time!!!

What have i done??I really screwed up this time...How I wish they would give us another chance and let us in for the next level.I really really screwed up!! Our audition!Aaargh! They gonna hate me for this..maybe they'll even kick me out of the group if we were chosen to perfom for the teacher's day and look for my replacement before a disaster strucks us.*sigh..i really feel guilty....guilty..althought they kept on denying that it wasn't my fault.But i Know! it was me...

*sigh...i'am so embarrassed..

2006-08-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

What did
i do
today???

I woke up at 7:54 am and ironed my clothes.Then i washed up and dressed up to meet up my cousin at b.b MRT station.We planned to study together with two of her friends at Jurong East Library.I did revision mostly on maths.[Practice algebra and solve the equations.] :)

After the long hours studying.From 10am to 2:30pm. I meet my Puffy! Oh God How much i mish him. We planned to catch a movie which is 'Super ex-girlfriend'. While waiting for the movie which started at 3:30, we played pool. Well Amy versus Zul(1-2) its ok theres always a next time ryte.hehehe..

About the movie.Its funny and i reccomend you guys should watch it! After the movie ended, i meet my cousin at Jurong west near her guy's house.Pass by to say hello~to my cousin and her guy, left them there, and went to Pioneer mall to have our lunch.I'am so hungry!! After finished eating, i meet up my cousin again and getting ready to go home.

Yeah!i guess thats all for today..Sorry No interesting stories to share with u guys..
Anyway i really appreciate that some of you did visit my blog ..thanks yar!Don't forget to tag me!

2006-08-11T05:40:00.000-07:00

*sigh..
I was downcast when i found out that i got a B3 for my Malay O level result. I was stoned. What i really expected to get for the paper was far from my expectations. I really hope that i got atleast an A2. Tears welled up in my eyes. My heart sank when i overhead some of my friends got an A2. Finally, tears roll down my cheecks. I covered my face to hide from my friends. The more they asked me to stop crying and console me, the more tears came rolling down.I can't stop crying. My eyes were red. There were not enough tissue paper for me. Eventhough my friend did supply some of their tissue paper, still its not enough.

Hehehe..When i think back about that situation.I felt rally stupid and ashame of myself.Because i should be lucky cause i did get a B3 and that is not as bad as some of them who got B3 and above. In order to calm myself down, i approached my malay teacher for advised. Wheather i should retake my Malay O level paper or just concentrate on my other subjects. After the long advise, i decided to retake. And 'cikgu' did encourage me to retake. I was touched that theres still someone who really cares about my result, as a result it brought determined me to work harder next time.So please guys.If you noticed that i was a bit distracted please remind me to study k!Thanks I really appreaciate your help..ANd maybe one day a little help from might just help me to achieve my goal. :)

2006-08-09T08:21:00.000-07:00

Hi boys and gals..

Well today it was my first time that my mom allowed me to go out at night.I'am so blessed! Hehe..Well i told her that fireworks don't usually have at night, that is why we need to out late and return late in order to watch the fireworks.Well i did tell my mom that i went with my classmates.But it turn out they have a change in plan.Soo...I asked Zul to accompany instead and i offered my Cuzzin, Ct with her boyfriend to join the both of us. Sort of a double date.Hehe..

Overall i did have fun!We did have fun! Hehehe..well its an awesome night. We kept on laughing until my stomach ache.We felt that the whole night belongs to ours.Till then when Zul had to go off. to book in. I felt sad.Time flies so fast that we do not realise it.Boo HOo HOoo...

2006-08-08T03:42:00.000-07:00

Tears running down my cheeks..

After knowing that he did give his x stead a testimonial at the friendster. I was shocked. It was unexpected thing to happen. I know that it is just a testi. But why?? Why??*sigh I can see that he is still keeping in touch with his X..Ya! You may hide it from me .But I will found out one day. Yes! I admit! I am jealous. How can I not be jealous?? He stills keep in touch with his X. Well girls, if u were in my place. How will u react? *sigh I’am really2 upset now.. Don’t think I can continue this..Bye guys..Need to calm myself..

Chill amy..remember what someone would say”the only proof of love is trust”

2006-08-07T07:13:00.000-07:00

National Day Briefing

*Notice

-Wear red T-shirt

-Assemble before 7:15am

-Be in your best behaviour

-Remember to sing with enthusiams

hehe...Thats the way Yusoffians celebrate National day with the residents.

Well today..theres no interesting stories for me to share it with you guys.Anyway i'am not a reporter like some of the people i knew which is an expert at this kind of thing. Guess who?!Hehe..

I did won something.We did a class presentation during MT class.Cheers to me and Azy we got a packet of mentos which we divide it into two as Syahirah, who was also in my group were absent today.Actually, to tell you the truth i was shocked to know that our our group.Usually i did not win anything before in Mt class especially project work which associates with presentations.I'am really weak at giving out presentations.Firstly, my voice is soft.Secondly, I'am really shy and sometimes even my hands are trembling when i'am talking.Lastly, I dun have the guts! I guess i need to build up my confident and do more presentations.So that i can prepare for Poly next year..Insyallah..Wish me luck k!

Anyway due to Eng mock test today and a need to stay back after school, i reached home at around 6:30pm.Ya ..i'am really tired guys.so i hope u guys understand my situation k.So..i'll stop here.K bye guys..I'll update soon k..Mish u guys till den..

EMily Sign Off~!

2006-08-06T03:21:00.000-07:00

Hey wats up guys!

To tell u the truth,i'am really sorry if i did not continued my story the previous updates. :( Eventhough i did said i will continue but end up i will not.U know why? Because i'am damn lazy..LOl~In addition i i dun want to make the story long so tat u guys could think wat happen next..hehe..Yadah yadah!Excuses!
Anyway..For todays updates,I woke up at 7 to get ready for my tuition which is on evy sundays.LYke wat the hell!ON sundays must woke up early??!! LOl Wat can i do.if i wanna get gd results for my Os. then i should make dis yr fruitful!COme on don't u guys agree tat if i studied hard for my N and get to sec 5 really a waste if i slack dis yr?Althought i agree its preety tough.BUt DIs is the last yr so better work hard to go poly~Its for my own future ryte..YAr yar!!stop mumbling about Os pls..
K where were we? hmm..Oh yah.after i washed up n get dress which is Not just something casual, but i wore my kedah traditional clothes.Actually after we had our tuition, we suppose to head to Block 104 which is located near the BB community center.YUp.The RC under my block is organising some sort of garage sale and not forgetting there were traditional games tat we can play. The theme was 'Kampung ku' so we had to wear our traditional clothes to lighten the place up and bring up the crowd.Yeah! Well i did play some games such as the hopscotch and five stones.Well it was totally embarassed though cos i totally forgotten the rules how to play the five stones..Wat a jerk i am..Lol~Can't agree more sometimes we do act silly.so DUn u dare laugh at me!Cos u too are silly!BLueck! Well i also had 'air batu' it was large and cold till i got brain freeze.After all the excitements and food. Hehe..I went home and overslept till 2 .Cos Actually i had turned up for my religious class.I pretended to sleep as i was reluctant to go to my religious class. Gaga..After the long beauty sleep, i watched cheaper by a dozen 2. U guys should watch it, if u already watched it!..Watch it again!BLueck! Hehe..i'am so mean..

2006-08-01T07:21:00.000-07:00

How was my day today?
It started up well as most of my lessons in school today are double period.Ofcourse! i'am happy that my bag was light.Hehe. Then, came to POA lesson.WTF! i can't do it! Althought i did studied, the questions were tricky and i was confused by the Questions. I am 100% sure that i gonna fail this test! Hehe..

After the POA test.We head to the hall for assembly.Haiyah..Assembly was bored but luckily there were my classmates to cheer me up.The shoutings and the joking around..
Meanwhile..among the girls, we did discussed of the upcoming event.which is the teacher's day celebration. ..
To be continued.....

Apa nk jadi?

2006-07-30T03:07:00.000-07:00

Hi guys..

Althought its hard for me to tell you guys about this. I feel that i have to. Maybe someone or somebody might be interested to know about my where-a-bouts. It happened this afternoon, after i checked the letter box. I was shocked to recieve a letter from him(Anor). No wonder i kept thinking or asking about him. I did not expect him to reieve a letter from him today. Well after reading his letter, it really tore my heart apart. The way he wrote those letters really make me feel guilty. However, its all over. Theres nothing special about our relationship now.Nothing we can do to turn back time.Thus, lets think of the future and forget the past. Futhermore, both of us already agreed to be just friends. Don't get the wrong idea k Zul. No matter what happens i will always love you, so don't u think otherwise.

To Anor,
If you have any problems updating your blog. Don't be shy to approach me ok? I'll try my best to help you. Lastly, wishing you all the best! May you succeed in anything you do. Not forgetting hardwork is the key to success!

The truth is out!

2006-07-29T02:16:00.000-07:00

The truth is out!
I did it!! The truth is out Finally,I got the courage to tell my mom about Zul.. Although, she don’t mind about that. She did remind me to take care of myself and kept questioning me how I met Zul, where he stays and other things.
Beside that, I just slack around the house and did my homework.At 2pm my mom and dad planned to go to the nearby Community Centre to watch a small concert. Due to the raining heavily, we did not go and we continued staying at home. Oh My god! Only god knows how bored I am at home. Wheres Zul?? If only I can meet him today! Right Now!!..*sigh he had to attend that stupid deployment thingy. hehe..i’am so mean!

2006-07-28T03:46:00.000-07:00

Hey guys!

Its me again! So how things are going? Any interesting stories or gossips to share with me? Hmm…I hope u do. isn't it great to gossip around? Hehehe. Excuse me for being such a mean person. Its just that , I' am trying my best to attract more bloggers to visit my blog. But do you think that blogs are for other bloggers to read it or it is your online diary? Hmm.. Actually, if you were to asked me that Question. I would say that I’am blogging just to compete with other blogger’s blog. It’s a habit. To compare other people things and if the person’s blog is better than mine. I would try my best to learn more things and decorate my own blog with nice blogskins, fonts,pictures and more. I guess i can be a competitive type of person.

Its 27/7/06

2006-07-26T04:27:00.000-07:00

Hello!Bloggers,
I know.i know!Its been a while I have not been updating my blog.So sorry guys.I felt guilty for making you guys wait for me.Hehe.Anyone want to know juice about me?!

Well, after the previous guy(Anor). Now I’am already attached with a new guy.His name is Zul.He is cute, adorable, understanding..Overall he is the perfect guy for me.I don’t feel any regret going on steady with him.We spend our time on Saturdays and Sundays.Otherwise, we only spend time on certain days due to his serving of NS. I can’t blame him because I too neet to do my duty which is a student.As a student I need to attend classes and remedials. Not forgetting study!While I’am busy with homeworks he is busy with his duty as a watcher.(Don’t really remember wat issit called.hehe..)Eventhough,both of us are busy, we always talked on phone with each other at night.Thats how we keep the relationship going.Good communication!

Suara hati...

2006-05-27T07:15:00.000-07:00

Mengapakah aku sering takut apabila aku ingin menyuarakan hasrat di hati?
Mengapakah lidahku kelu semasa aku ingin berkata-kata padamu?
Mungkinkah aku tidak berani mengecilkan hati seseorang itu?
Kemungkinan begitu, kau harus memahamiku.
Fahamilah keadaanku yang lebih suka memendamkan perasaan dari berkongsi.
Maafkanlah daku sekiranya kelakuan aku ini membuat dikau marah dan sering berteka-teki, Sesungguhnya aku tidak sengaja untuk berahsia denganmu, cuma diri ini terlalu kerdil dan aku sering berasa diri aku ini tidakdiperlukan oleh sesiapa sahaja.
Siapalah aku ini dibandingkan orang lain.
Aku hanyalah insan yang memerlukan perhatian dari seseorang yang sungguh istimewa terhadapku.
Dengan itu, aku sungguh bersyukur kerana aku telah diperkenalkan dengan seorang pemuda yang amat ku sayangi,Zul.
Kepadanya jugalah aku telah perlahan-perlahan melupakan kenangan silam aku bersama si Dia.
Engkaulah penghibur hatiku. Senyuman mu yang begitu menawan membuatku tergoda.
Setiap perkataan yang kau keluarkan dari bibir manismu tidak aku hiraukan.
Bulu matamu yang lentik membuat hatiku berdegup menambahkan lagi wajah yang manis .

to be continue....

Preparing for Mom's Day

2006-05-11T10:45:00.000-07:00

Am i prepared for Mom's Day??

Hmm...let's check my Check list

CHECK LIST:
# A gift for my beloved mom. [X]
# How to react. [X]

One of my happiest moment

2006-05-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

As what both of us had plan.We met each other at the Bukit Batok MRT control station.I was abit shy and kept on looking down.As if i were seacrching for something.i kept quiet and smiled.what i did to keep my hand from shaking.I did offered my sweets.Its only while then when we onboard the rain to Jurong East i did speaked but still looking down.Not that i wanted to be rude.But i was really shy even to look at him.After we reached Jurong East we did talked and i still kept on smiling.I love the smile on that innocent face.Ok Ok to cut short before i head to my bed.We went to Bugis to look for a gift for my mom on Mom's day.

to be continued......

What can i say?!?!

2006-05-09T15:30:00.000-07:00

Exam's week..

ATTENTION!!For today papers are Principle Of Accounts(POA) paper 2 and Chemistry paper 2. It was really tough. But i don't blame the teacher who sets the papers.I put the blame on myself cause i know that i was not well prepared for the two papers.But still someone was like encouraging me and reminding me that i can do it and sure to pass my Mid-year exams. hehe~WHat a joke!i know he purposely did that just to make sure that i won't be too stress and blow my brains off!! Wah!! imagine that to happen~Hehe i won't be here then..K stop that don't be ridiculous amy!!

Why i did not prepare for the papers??
# Someone asked me a Question that suddenly change my mood to study..
# I hate Chemistry.
# I hate Principle Of Accounts.
# I'am too stress up.
# I WAS SOOOOO DISTRACTED WITH THAT BIG QUESTION

*however someone did help me to save myself from that BIG BLoody QUESTION!..Thanks Amiyumi u save my life u my life-saver..u always there when i need you.i guess you the only one who understand me.And not forgetting you are a Sagitauras and sagi do clique wif virgo! *cheers!!

2006-05-04T13:33:00.000-07:00

Whats the solution to release stress??

After i woke up,getting ready for school.WHile i was still in my towels.Fisrt thing i saw when i enter my room was a 'GIGANTIC' cockroach hanging on the wall above the window. I was shocked but i did not screamed. I dun really scream or shout when i saw big bugs or any kind of insects.BUt what really bothers me is that the 'thing' is still there. i kept on turning back to just looking at it if it moves.Imagine if that 'thing' fell onto u.What will u do??Eeeeewww...i guess i would struggle to get that 'thing' away from me.

Kk thats about it.Oh ya!Issit true that insects potray bad luck or theres something bad gonna happen to you??Hmm...Well what happened today was i had my Social studies exam.Well the good news that what i studied did come out.The bad news is that i did not finished the paper,especially my SBQ(Source Base Questions). Thats really disappoint me cause i never had that happened for all my years doing any exam papers or test papers.I always finished it on time.*Sigh..

*I want to thank amiyumi for calming me yesterday.i was so stress up.He was there when i needed someone unlike someone who don't bother to help.*sigh.

2006-05-03T22:12:00.000-07:00

Do miracles happen?!?
Maybe u guys are wondering why i kept asking the same question over and over again.Even my msn message are asking the same question.I guess the only person who understands my situation are between me n 'HIM' -Yah his the one..

But miracles??oh My God!amy!!Wake up~u in the reality now..No more fantasies for u!!..what can i say..i'am just a human being who wants something that i know that i would never get.*sigh ..
Oh god~u just make me realise how stupid i am .Why would i ever think he would be? he can't!i can't! finally i got to conclude that i'am just hoping 'THAT' to happen. With his attention-Maybe i got the wrong idea.(yes u did)

Maybe i was blind..Blind to see that coming..Next time just be careful.cause u wouldn't want to be hurt again n again n make the same mistake..just be egoistic for a while.Thats BAD!but if thats really gonna help me.WHy NOt?!?

*Remind urself dun ever think of 'it' and just concentrate in ur studies.

2006-04-30T22:49:00.000-07:00

Gd MORning!What a fresh day today!After i woke up at 11:30am. I survey the house there was no one except my 1st brother.He is in his room sleeping like a Yogi bear~Hee.. SoOo cute seh!Then i went to the kitchen n discovered that my mom cook lauk kari ayam!!Waduh !!sedap nye!After knowing tat i quickly rushed to the toilet n have a bath~
n did my chores~
After feeling satisfied to see the house clean, i had my breakfast while watching the TV..(The Flinstones)what a bored day i have.hehe~whole day i was watching TV~slack around..;P

2006-04-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

Weeeeee..Hey Guys U wanna Know something??!!?Yesterday my friends and i went to the HOllaBAck Crew~!WEeeeeeeeeeIt was thrilling,Fun! and FUll Of ExciteMent!!Not only that..The Click 5 were there too!Weeeee!! They were really awesome ..to tell you the truth i'am not really a fan of Click 5 but after i listened to how the band performed! It was incredible!! All of the sudden, i fall in love with the band!Hehehe..But i'am not that fanatic Ok! Bluecks!! Anyway thanks to huda. Shes the one who offered me the ticket if not for her i wouldn't be there.MUacks!Huda!Anyway to show her how thankful i am towards her.i support her school!hehe..Well, her school got to the finals..They were awesome too!Atleast her school got to the FINALS! Unlike my school..hehe.(No comments)Its so sad that we can't bring in cameras so..i guess u wanna sneak peek some of OUR photos taken after the concert?!!? If u dun..SHutup! If yes..sure u can..pls proceed..Hehe...

2006-04-14T10:34:00.000-07:00

Hi guys~!Lifes getting better each day...hehe! i'am stressed! with friends, family especially my MOm!n lastly my X~*sigh i can't lie to myself ..Althought i tried to forget him. My love for him is really deep, i still thinks about him sometimes.Well my god sis ,kak Dwi advised me just to forget him by trying to remember what bad things he did to me so that i would hate him.*sigh . It wouldn't work! I Know it...it is just easy to say then to do it.Nevermind i hope i would find a new replacement for him..or maybe just keep myself busy BusY BUSy~!~!k guys i gtg its already 1:37am and i'am still awake.Hehe!k guys have a swWWwWwwiiiTttt dreams aitye!!n remember me always k!

2006-04-03T01:29:00.000-07:00

Hi guys its been long i updated my blog....To all my frens who been reading my blogging..Sorry yar~i'am abit busy with my school works and even sometimes i did online i'am lazy to update it..hehe..Well..guys! For your information..i had already broke off with my guy. Theres nothing between both of us..Its over!..what can i say? Tkde jodoh lah kanz~! *sigh..Life must go on. And i should move on..At first, I was really stressed to think about this. Hence, i finally got out of it.So in conclusion i did try to forget him. The only problem is that people kept on asking me what happened between him and me.Are they helping?? I guess NOt!SO please please..help me to forget him..If u mish him or watever don't tell me cause i don't care! *sigh
Oh God!~ pls... Help me!

2006-03-14T01:39:00.000-08:00

i dunnoe wat u doing..n
i dunnoe where u are..
i wonder..i pray..
i sleep alone..n i cry alone..n its so hard to live alone..
so pls..come home soon..n
i noe tat we are still together.althought we ar apart..
i wonder..i pray..

2006-03-14T00:52:00.000-08:00

Bila mentari baru sahaja terbit, dia menghantar aku satu pesanan ringkas.

'Jaga diri u,kalau perkara buruk yang terjadi pada i..remember that i always love you'

Sigh..aku menanti dan menanti supaya dia akan mengahantarkan pesanan ringkas atau menelefonku.Aku begitu risau dengan keadaannya.Sekaligus aku merinduinya.Ya Allah mengapa ini harus terjadi? Apalah salah ku?Apalah salahnya?Mungkinkah ini satu pertanda bahawa aku tidak sepatutnya bersamanya atau kau memberi ku ruang untuk memberi punuh perhatianku pada pelajaran?Ya Allah kau beri lah aku petunjuk.Aku tahu aku tidak boleh buat apa-apa hanya berdoa kepadamu keselamatannya.

Aku kerinduan..
Aku kepiluan..
Aku kerisauan..
Aku kebinguggan

2006-03-09T21:37:00.000-08:00

Hari ini adalah penghabisan semester 1.
Aku telahpun menerima buku rekodku dengan perasaan yang tidak puas hati.Aku sedih kerana mendapat 23 points sementara target aku ialah 20 ke bawah.Tetapi, ini tidak bermaksud aku akan berputus asa untuk belajar.Insyallah dengan bantuan kawan-kawan ku dan guru tuisyen aku akan berusaha dengan lebih keras.Insyallah..

2006-03-09T21:30:00.000-08:00

Apalah nasib ku ini...

Sering kali aku ingin berbaik-baik dengannya ada sahaja perbuatannya menbuat hatiku sakit hati.Baru sahaja ingin bermesra, ada sahaja perkara buruk yang berlaku.Ya allah kuat kan lah semangat aku untuk melawan segala rintangan ini.Hmm..Entah-entah ini adalah satu pertanda bahawa Allah tidak mengizinkan aku bersamanya.Hmm..tidak mungkin ..janganlah kerana ego aku tewas mengawal diri..Insyallah..

2006-03-03T00:12:00.000-08:00

Mengenai diriku...
Aku lebih suke mendiamkan diri tentang perkara yang aku tidak suke mengenai sesuatu dan sering bersikap beralah sehingga orang sering memijak kepala aku.Walaupun ramai pernah berkata "emi kau mesti bertegas jangan kasi orang pijak kapala kau,hingga kan orang ketawakan kau, kau lagi boleh berdiam" Ya. memang benar kata mereka tetapi aku sendiri tidak tahu bagaimana harusku jelaskan. Aku sebenarnya malas hendak bertengkar tentang perkara yang padaku hanya perkara remeh.Dengan itu, aku hanya beralah.Aku baru sedar tentang perkara ini setelah ditegur oleh seseorang.Dia menasihati aku agar jangan berbuat demikian kerana takut akan berlakunya perkara yang tidak dijangka nanti.Walaupun aku ingin membantah kata-kata nya .Tetapi apa kan jua kata-kata nya memang benar belaka.Aku teringat akan putus persahabatan antara aku dengan si dia.Kami telah berkawan selama 4 tahun sejak menengah satu.Kini gambar-gambar kami berdua,peristiwa manis ataupun pahit hanya memori rindu.Walaupun aku pernah berhasrat untuk berkawan dengan nya semula.Tetapi aku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan.Dia sering menunjukkan wajahnya yg selamba.Kerna itu aku selalu terbantut untuk memberitahunya.Mungkin aku dan dia ditakdirkan agar tidak berkawan rapat.Kenangan hanya tinggal kenangan.Apakan daya masa tidak boleh berputar balik.

2006-02-26T01:53:00.000-08:00

Today I woke up at 8am..tidy up my bedroom.

.....Did my homework...

At 9.30am take a bath....

and went out with my mom.....

We went to the rc at Bukit batok Ave 3 to make a register for my tuition...
Reached home at 12.30..

watched Pirates of the Caribean on Disney channel..

at ard 2.45 i left home and head to my religious class..
after my religious class i head home..and end up sitting infront my computer ..updating my blog..while chatting..i guess today is a bored day ryte..Hmm...and how is anor ryte now??i dun know..i miss u anor!

2006-02-24T22:49:00.000-08:00

Hi Guys.Its been two days i got cramps all over my body and i always moody..i guess it is because of my Pms.*sigh when it gonna end..I cannot stand!Well today i can't go out wif my guy cause i got to accompany my mom to the market.I guess maybe tomorrow we meet.Maybe...

Anyway tomorrow i got to go to this mew tuition scheme that organised by my RC what a surprised!the fees just cost me $10 and they will teached me 3 subjects.That are maths, english and science. No joke k~Swell..isn't that great?hehe!

k lah actually i got nothing to type..so i'am just updating nonsense!just bare with me k!

2006-02-17T04:17:00.000-08:00

I guess i'am not good at attracting readers from reading my blog. Thats why nobody come and read my blog until i ask to do so..So Sad...*sigh...anyway who cares.As long as i get to let out how i felt or what i like i'am fine wif it. :)

Anyway.. Today!We had PE again!WeEeeEEee..It was fun.

I was the defender for my team.It was fun but then every part of my body really hurts.

I fell 2 times. My girlfren pulled my hand so that i could not get to the ball, why another fren push me and i fell. I guess we played rough.heheh~I was proud of my team we really did well.

We scored 3 in a row!

BUt then all my members had run out of energy n the other team won 3 in a row.Hehe~!Its a draw! good to kNow that. I hope next week we gonna win the championship! Ceh2~!

Besides that i met Huda at Woodlands library after my POA remedial.We studied maths ..chit chat..anyway..i already met 'BomohGal' n i had a new fren her name is..erk! Oh No i did not asked her..hehe! what a shame!Thanks guys i appreciate ur help..hope we meet again next time k! LUv u all..hehek!

2006-02-14T02:25:00.000-08:00

Heyaa!!..

....

Y

A friend is

a tissue when u can't stop crying
a shoulder when u felt like dying

always listens when you have something to say

a week when you just need a day

a crutch when you have a broken heart

some glue when everything falls apart

a sun when the rain just won't stop

your mom when u run into a cop

phone call when u can't leave your home

hand when you feel all alone

wing if you want to fly

understands without knowing why

an ear for a secret to tell

an aspirin when you unwell

a love that can never let go

They say it takes
a minute to find a special person,
an hour to appreciate them,
a day to love them,
but then an entire life to forget them

2006-02-12T01:31:00.000-08:00

HEy guys n gals wanna know something...

yesterday my mother n i went to Seranggoon..
It was quite suprising actually..

BeCAuse
my mom only planned that i accompanied her to the market nearby.
Instead

We went to Little India and witnessed the celebration of Thaipusam.

Forgive me.

Actually i felt excited cause it was my 1st time to witness this festival.Hehe..
What a shame ryte!

....Anyway about the Thaipusam..i get to see the pierced man walking along the Tang Road.

It really freaks me to look at the hooks being poke into their flesh...i don't know how they can stand the pain..Eeewww~But overall..i really enjoy this life experience..i Atleast i got learn somethings ryte..such as..the food there are delicious..when i think of it makes me wants that 'Paper Thosai' !its mouth watering man!

OH Mother can u HELP me!?!?I want that tHosai!~really bad!BOoO HoO HOoo..

2006-02-10T00:10:00.000-08:00

Hmm.Today..On 10th of January..on friday.We had PE.We played soccer and guess what... my team won!4-2. So proud seh..We run around and gave a hi-5 to each other after each goal.Our scorer was Aziemah..She scored 2 goals!I'am proud of her.While the other 2 goals were scored by our assistant captain of the team, Jonathan. I guess he is a good player.Even without any shoes he can really play soccer really well. All you guys would be thinking right what i mean 'Even without any shoes'.I really mean what i wrote.Some of my friends were playing soccer without any shoes.The reason was to prevent their shoes from getting dirty.HEhe its lame but ..i guess they really care for their expensive shoe.HEhe~

k K ~!After the whole excitement about PE~Back to class..It was MT..BOredom~!BOoks2!*sigh..what to do..thats how the cycle goes.

ON friday..The 12:30 school bell rang...YahOOo~!Its heading for the weekends..that was what all of us been waiting for.heHE!~

ok ok~!wANNA NOE SOMETHING..i meet someone..after school..he is a chatter.Hmmm..Actually he link wif some of my schoolmates..hmm...he is a friend of Alifa and a cousin of Ali.Hehe~Alifa Ali..Like link too..;P..Nevermind...What we did?Where did we go?Hmmm..Adelah..HEhe!~NAh..i just accompanied him to penisular to buy his special whistle..Den its limited n can only found at penisular..Well after he bought the whistle, we went to fill up our stomach..at LJS.He did treat me..THank YOu Nur.

2006-02-05T03:35:00.000-08:00

Aaaagh!am i cruel??everybody is like commenting on him..everybody says he flirts behind my back..so many of them n one of him.Who should i believe!??i miss him! but what can i do..Nasi dh jadi bubur.I went to his blog and saw a gerl tag his blog..*sigh..i guess he already got a new gerl in his life..No use in returning back..i guess i have to move on.Be strong!..to him..i'am really sowie..maybe i'am lack of trust in u..*sigh..i'am sowie i can't really think properly at that time..i was really upset n angry with people talking about u..Aaagh!

2006-02-03T04:50:00.000-08:00

This Week was a very fun week for me~I did loads of things~Everyday i went out~Damn tired.During the Chinese New Year(CNY) holidays~I went to Kallang theater to watched Media.It was interesting! I did love it,especially the part when Marina Yusof dance .The way she moves really attract my attention and build up my love to tarian~I wish i can present myself like her!Shes' my idol man!hehe~;P

After the Media,my friends n i planned to search for a foodcourt. We were really hungry! I can even hear my stomach growling, shy though~hehe~Well. We see kallang as an unknown place cause when we are hungry, we can't think ~hehe!what a shame! (buruk kan perangai..shhh~)

Hello!~

~silly me~

At last, we found Mac Donalds!WeeEe!~Thank god!Thanks MAc D!u our life saver!MUacks!After having our lunch~!or dinner~!Watever lah~we head to the rest room.HmmMm..The rest room remind me of my home. There was a big mirror!We took pictures, and treat that place as ours.hehe!

'Fatin & me'

~silly me again~

'me & Alifa'

After having fun taking pics.We head to Esplanade And head home..

2006-01-27T01:22:00.000-08:00

?!?!

Today we did not have class instead our school had organised a X-country.Our class were very enthusiamz that we planned to wear the same colour PE shirt(blue).It was exciting, we cheered our way to the starting line. We are the 1st class to reach there.Well its NOt that we are 'tOo excited' but we are in Sec 5 so we were the one who had to go 1st.My friends n i stand infront of the crowd getting ready to run~We even planned how to run fast~hehe~~maybe all of u guys will think that we are so lame.WHo cares!We doing all this to earn points for our class.Isn't that sounds good?

Then i heard the gun shot meaning that the race had begun.I ran together with my friends.We ran as fast as we could.As our body gets tired and tired.We start on jogging .I was the 1st runner.We told each other to just run if u could don't wait for others.i did that n i ran by my own..i was getting tired..its so diffilcult to lead the race~you had to be strong to compete with other challengers.Its tough!My leg are killing me~BUt i always remind myself "neva give up!"So i kept on jogging without stopping. Eventhough i know i'am getting slower and some of the challenger did ran past me. I don't care.Still i try my best to catched up with them.I did!~and wif the help..of my classmate,Deli, he pulled me up the hill. Thanks to him~he was really good but i don't think i can hold on to him.He ran too fast~

I told him to let go.I really felt exhausted~I really need to fall down~But then~i saw the finishing line~!i'am so happy~Atlast,its like the finishing line had bighten up my day~!I ran as fast as i could n collapsed at the finishing line.i can't stand, my leg felt like dropping out.My form teacher came running towards me and carried me.My legs are shaking.My hands are trembling.My head hurts.I felt like vomiting.My throat were dried up.i needed water.But The best part was,i'am the 5th girl to reach the finishing line!
Isn't that awsome!ATleast i did something that can be proud of!i'am so happy~

After our way back to school...

We had orange juice n we were given two oranges each!SoOo Sweet!Btw..

CHinese~!

YEar!!!

2006-01-19T03:07:00.000-08:00

Wake up as for normal at around 5:30am. Take a bath.Its freezing ice cold.!!BBrrRrrr..What to do i had to be strong!!
cause i dun WANT TO End Up NOt washing up my self went going to school!HEhe~i did had a hard time with some of my subjects especially in CHemistry!!I really hate it n i even hate the subject teacher.he did not teach well.he teached too fast...and i had to asked my friends for help.Nowadays all my subject teachers like rushing to teached us.i don't get it why must they teached us un such a hurry?!?!?!NOt LIke There is a GIGAntic monster behind theM thats going to after them?

Besides that about my CCA~(mly dance)it was so exhausted..my feet are killing me.Our main theme this time is becoming abird.that like to flew around.hehehe!SiLlY but true!

LAstly!ABout my GUy~!i reaLly miZzzZzzz him ALOT!!!i can't wait to meet him this saturday!!DAting lah kanz!!HEhe~~i hope i hav no plans so that we can meet up without any problems~i

2006-01-14T06:03:00.000-08:00

Today..woke up at 9:30am. Wash up.Then followed my mom to Johor Bahru with some of my relatives.We started at Larkin.Then went to the new Jusco.After reaching there, we walk around..window shopping then had our lunch.i ate chicken rice.The service were crazy man!Order, pay at the cashier which located far from the stall holder, then come back to the stall holder to received the food.Haha!Wierd and very troublesome.

After finish eating my lunch, i took my cousin, Bachicha, to the arcade game where its located near the food court. Well the arcade was ok..I had a great time.I played many of the games with my cousins.Actually i did played all of them.haha~!
After we had finished our tokens that had costed us atleast 20RM.hehe~!and that is alot right?hehe!

*me*,*Boi2* n *adk mas*

*me n idado*

*me holding the gun (:*

~The CraZz side of us~

2006-01-13T05:12:00.000-08:00

Hi Peeps~!i guess its been a month i did not update my blog.Hehehe~Even my taggy were taken away.TOoo BAd..Not that i was too busy,but i was tOo lazy.Hehe~Forgive me Iqah. Well u guys gonna ask me ryte?wats up?Hmm..i was promoted to Sec 5~ya tats a good news right.Ya i guess i had word hard n this is what i get!Really happy!But some of my friends did not make it and end up going ITE.Well ITE not that bad right.Many peeps came from ITe did achieve their goals.Not only that Ite had reaally improved.SO Gd luck guys..Wish all of you the BESt!!~N Dun forget to keep in touch k. i'am gonna miz u guys!

2005-12-14T23:31:00.000-08:00

Well i guess...
TodaY i I had my Breakfast Not lyke other day..i had no appetite to eat even until my mom arrive home..hehehe...
Well today i had company~my Cuzzin overnyte at my house..ya fer the 1st time she stayed at my house...its abit surprise to all my family members cause my cuzzin dun usually hang out together...n suddenly she lyke appear infront of us...hehehe~! abit shocking...so..what we my cuzzin n i did was spending our time updating frenster n uploading her pics..its really fun...we talk all about what happened to us such as love story n all...ya its been long we talk together...

2005-12-12T20:17:00.000-08:00

:says~! HI guys~!its been long i did NOt update my blog~~!sowie about tat...NO hard feelings ayte~~hehehee~~especially iqah~~jgn marah dear~;P..well biase lah...semakin malas aku nk update ...pi kerna aku bosan aku update gak..anyway`~i'am really pissed OFf wif my mom ryte now..anyway a little bit embarrased to say this...people will thought that i'am the mummy's pet n so on...anyway ya~!i pissed off wif my mom cause she is being tOOooOo OVERprotective over me~~i thought of joining yaya n the others from #melayu for a gathering at town~!but den what to do~!n AGAIN my MOm won't let me~!ISHk!

she's NOT beING FAIR! at all~~
MAny people would say that she did all this cause she~~ ~~Well...what can i say...a mother NOes what is rigt n wrong fer her own child~!

2005-11-28T21:04:00.000-08:00

.....

What i been up to..Nothing special..abit tension actually~about SOMETHING..

Aaagh~!for god sake's PLs...try to understand 'ME' ..atleast for Once.
WHat i did..is just for our own gOod~!When i did something nice..people intend to think negative..and ...think the other way round..

is is SOoo..COMPLICATED..

Agree?

Now i'am really confuse..Oh God pls help me..

2005-11-22T01:44:00.000-08:00

there~!

well..OH well...
Emily had just recieve the pic of LB gathering for....

Hari Raya...Wanna see...
Here they are...

*Farah 'n' me*

"Yan 'n' Senget"

..@ Zizie's house..

(MOn n Tyco)

(Gegerl n her cuzin)

2005-11-22T00:08:00.000-08:00

Hmmm...i guess nothing is up..

just feeling sorry about myself.

Sitting around at home ALONE...
lyke nobody cares how i fEEl!

All this emotional started from i'am being banned from channel melayu...BOo HOoo HOoo...

SoRRy about tat i was so lame cause i'am bored actually.hehehe~~mepek seh aku ni~

2005-11-17T21:58:00.000-08:00

Wow~!~!It's been 2 weeks i went out celebrating Hari Raya wif my relatives and FRiends..~!~!It was really fun...I enjoyed myself..This year i still earn my Zakat..hehehehe~Don't noe about next year...bab tu aku beraya sakan tahun ni~hehehee...Jgn marah~Actually the 1st week i spend my hari raya wif my relatives and my skool frens...it was a blast!

Then the rest of my days..i celebrated wif my frens from LB...It was fun finally we get to meet each other..Before this we were chatting lyke..hell..and and last we met~

Selamat Hari Raya..
..Siti,Me,Kak Noi n Aisyah..

..COolection..

On the 10th of Nov

The Hari Raya gathering wif my skOolMAtes-4NA...

"The 4NA Gerls going COllection"

There whole pack Of 'em.

~@at izfa's house@~
(lina,liza.insyirah"N" me)

..@ Shah's house..
(Rudy,Madan,Lin "n" izfa)

*at the bustop*

!at the bus interchange heading to yuni's house!

~The guys~

~gerls again~

2005-10-30T05:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday!!Was happening!...it was Kak NOi'2 Birthday~it was fun...my cuzin from malaysia had come to my house. We planned to go to Geylang together. I'am so happy that finally..i had to meet my cuzins from malaysia..it has been a while.. i MIss them loAds~!~..alamak~~!till here..k...come back soOOn..

2005-10-29T06:27:00.000-07:00

Today..i stayed at home. Well...i woke up at around 12 in the afternoon. Then i did abit of chores.Cleaning the house, sweeping the floor...and blah blah~~~

2005-10-27T08:28:00.000-07:00

Why he did this to me? He asked my best friend to call him "uncle"...MY heart drop with a THud! when my fren told me that. I felt like crying. I thought i'am the only one who can call him that .*sob And now he asked my friend to call him "uncle" What his motive? Does he want to make me jealous or is he going to bastard me!?! AaagH!!i know it was my fault...
Uncle suede pls forgive me...Please oh please~forgive me..i can't stand it any longer. Hewas my Favourite god brother. Although he tease me alot during the time we chatted in the chat room at MIRC #melayu, it was fun and i had a great time.BUT now..people would say...well what is past is past ...dun talk about it. BUt i gonna miss those days..But now,due to my bad comments. I had made a big mistake and hurt him badly.HOw i wished that i could take back my words and go back to time.*sigh. How i wish we did not break this relationship .uncle SUede ...PLS forgive me...*sob. I really miss those time..I don't Noe why..i miss u~

2005-10-26T08:41:00.000-07:00

Well..Oh well..Today after reaching home from my cousin's house.yeah!!

Overnight at my cousins. at Sembawang.I ironed the curtains and get ready to hanged it..it was tired ..REally..i do it all on my own..NObody help me..MY bro were happily doze off..and watching TV the whole day..LAzy BUM!(Reflecting what i did the day after) Yesterday, we went to Causeway point just window shopping...and not forgetting we went to the tailers to alter my hari raya top.hehehehe~...(without my mom knowing ;P..syyy...)

At night we watched a vcd titled "the wig". Its in Korea version..Yeah!!it should scare hell out of u~~but this movie kind of slow..abit bored though.hahah!
Actually if not because of my cousin(Kak Nana) i would rather be at my cousins. Kak Nana wanted to use the comp at my places.But she end up bullshit me and did not present..yeah! My litte cuzzy (Bachicha )was crying because i had to left the place.Poor her..she cried..ang run after me to the lift..NOt that i was not insensitive..but i had my reasons to left the building..i'am really sorry..Anyway..i promised her that i will come..AGain..dun u worry little child.

i love taking her pics!she soOOoo cute and adorable...Wanna see!-->
pls proceed...wait a while i'am gonna edit her pic.
on the way...

*Here she is*

2005-10-24T09:51:00.000-07:00

Aww...Thinking about getting my N-level result..i'am SOoooOo the nervous!!i really am~i Hope i could get to Sec 5..Pls !will we meet again guys?i gonna miss my frens...my classmates..my buddies..GOnna miss ya all...

JUbilation..Lets PArtay!

..The gerls..

*My CLassmate*

2005-10-24T07:41:00.000-07:00

Hi! its been a busy week for me!#2*

NOt lyke busy as in stress and all..but i'am enjoying myself.Teehehe! Yeah!i went out with my cuzzins ,overnight at their house. Wow!!i been really exhausted man!i accompanied my mom to Johore bahru~U noe ryte why i went there..Hari raya is just around the corner!!so Ofcourse i'am shopping for raya clothes and some biscuits!hehehe...Btw i lyke my little cuz!!she is cute~

..CUtie..

CHak!

2005-10-20T19:52:00.000-07:00

MOrning Blogger!

hmm...yesterday i sleep lyke at around 2am.hehehe...guess what i did?Let me give you a Hint: a handphone. hmmm...so getting it?Hmm...yeah!! u right.i chit chat with a funny sort dot guy..ahaks!!(jgn marah lau membaca)~hehehe!~so today..what can i do..oh yah! i had to meet a friend of mine.After that maybe i'am going to my cousin's house.I think soOoo~~but meanwhile...i'am chatting...so c ya guys...dada!!

2005-10-18T07:18:00.000-07:00

Today! what i did was cleaning the house..

mopped the floor, wipe the mirrors in the house..maybe u are wondering ..Mirrors??!?hmm...yeah!i have loads of them hanging on the wall...Every room in the house there will be atleast 2 mirrors..u bet yar!After the long hours of cleaning the house.I watched a vcd . AT around 4pm i when out wif kecik.i accompanied her to buy a pet fish to replace her dead fish..Failed to find a pet shop that sell fish we went to West Mall and chill.Finally we end up at the arcade. At around 5:30pm i reached home.Getting ready for dinner to break fast..I guess my life quite bored right!

CLeaning The HOuse~

2005-10-17T07:08:00.000-07:00

Hi guys!

it was a tough decision for me at first to choose my blogskin that suit my taste.Finally i found it!?!isn't it nice.yeah!!i really like it alot.So..how was my day?Hmmm...just sit around at home..not that i did not do my chores.i did! After cleaning the house, i went in my brother's room to watch a vcd.For your information, my television in the living room had exlpode!Don't ask me who explode it?!How am i suppose to Know!;P just kidding~And the rest of my day just chatting i guess..At around 5:30 pm, my mom reached home and i help her to prepare for the meal for today break fast.We had lontong and kacang pool.It was delicious~Then i watched a vcd that is "KL menjerit 1"it was OK...And not forgetting! i never missed it..on monday..10:30 pm The AMerica's world top model!yeah!bam! BAm!so...i guess thats it for today...can't wait for the upcoming day...Nyte all!

2005-10-11T00:26:00.000-07:00

Yeah!!had my new blog...yeah get sick and tired of my old blog cause got diffilculties going in mah..so i thouht of creating a new blog...