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Wednesday, December 27, 2006
UNSATISFACTION
one word to describe how i feel right now..
*sigh
Well, its been long i planned to get a dress that i think suits me
&
a mask that is created by me.
Althought, i already done it with success.
There is still this feeling that tells me that the mask and the dress,
Do Not match with each other.
Aargh!
Oh God! Help me!
I should be lucky that i had a dress and a mask.
Some of my frens may not afford to buy a dress or to get a mask.
Oh My!I really hate this feeling.
After all what i had done, my effort of getting the money.
Suddenly, i realise how much money i had wasted.
I FEEL SO STUPID!
Because of that,
I HATE MYSELF!
OH God ~
May i ask you,
why i feel this way?
what is wrong with me?
How can i conquer this feeling?
Haiya ya ya yaiiiiii~!



please believe me again at 5:42 AM